Where have I been? An update

Brace yourself for a very word heavy post.. I feel like I write this warning a lot.. Sorry!

Helllooo up to date photo 

Hello Everyone.
Back in September I wrote a post saying I was back to blogging and I actually did quite well at sticking to that, posting pretty frequently until November, so I'm sure your probably wondering, what happened? Although this post is more for me to get some things off my chest, I do hope this post can begin to explain to you guys whats been happening.

Round about this time last year, I became ill with an unknown stomach issue, and to this day we don't know the cause or what is the actual problem, all I do know, is that I'm genuinely not well. Since around the time I took a break from blogging in November I have been to the doctors 5 times and the hospital 4 to see different specialists and doctors and they are still no closer to a diagnosis. I'm not going to go into detail about the issues I've had, because I dont really want to share them with the internet, but feeling the way I have felt has basically meant that I haven't felt up doing anything, no motivation to start and no willingness to go out and about and try new things, products or otherwise. I have generally been really miserable and essentially just going to work, and lounging around the house feeling sorry for myself, which lets be fair, is no way to live. I've put my life on hold for long enough because of this illness and its time to take back control and start living again. I guess the reason for me writing this is that I hope this gives me the push I need to get back into it full time and start taking photos again because if I'm being honest, I have gotten my camera out at all this year.
I want this to be it, I want to get back to writing to you guys regularly, like having a legitimate schedule that I stick to! I'm hoping for at least two posts a week, I think that is something I can generally stick to, but I seriously don't want to take any more breaks from doing this, it's something I really enjoy doing, and I've missed it these past few months.

So yeah, I hope you guys have all been okay, and are excited to have me back! I'm excited to be back!

Talk to you soon guys, 

Byee xx